
I woke up this morning at 6:45, 15 minutes before my alarm was set to go off. Groaning, I rolled back over, hoping to not waste those last, precious minutes. But the notion hit me that I had to pee, and once that thought appears, there's nothing that can distract me from it. So I got out of bed, resigning myself to the fact that I lost a little bit of sleep.
Nothing seemed to go according to plan this morning. And as I was figuring out what to wear I started feeling myself slip into a very bad mood. I began thinking about things I wish I could discuss on here, but can't. And these thoughts just left a bad taste in my mouth. All I really wanted to do was put my pj's back on and crawl under the covers to cuddle with Paco.
Unfortunately, that's not what I did. Instead, I finished getting ready, made an english muffin for breakfast, noticed we have nothing in our fridge to drink - not even milk, and just got grumpier.
I blasted
Hello Hurricane in the car on the way to work, hoping that would cheer me up, but to no avail. I'd like to say that this post has helped put me in a better mood, yet I find myself growing more and more cynical as the day wears on. I mentioned on a fellow
blogger's post that I'd like a rewind button. A way to start the day over.
Is there something that you do to help cheer yourself up? Usually, tuning the world out and listening to some of my favorite music helps, but I can't really do that while I'm at work. Nor can I sink myself into a good book. And please don't tell to about the power of positive thinking and that I can choose to be in a good mood. I'm too smart to fall for that.